Bunga's

First of all,do we really need friends?Yes?But for what?
Selalu salah faham,bukan sje salah faham tapi hakikatnya x pernah memahami?Telling others that u're immature but the truth is they even acted the same way too?Supposed to be helping but ended up .. ?
Yes I'm not perfect enough.I can't be an angel weh and i'm not that bad though.I do have my own problems and yes I can lend u my shoulder.But why are you ppl behaving like this?why?Mama always said.Xda sapa kat dunia ni yang kita boleh anggap as true friends.You are so right mom

I'm sorry for telling this out but to be honest,aku susah nak berkawan.Aku susah nak bercakap dgn org.And sometimes I even count my words.Aku takut nak bercakap sbb aku takut aku akn hurt others feelings.I can be very friendly and kadang2 aku just x suka bercakap.Why ppl arguing abt this?Kenapa fake out there as if aku pendiam padahal aku suka bercakap eh?
You know what,The only person yang aku betul2 akn cakap all day long is my granma.Since she left me alone,no one could replace her.Not even my mom.Aku seriously x sombong.Aku xpernah pun nak berniat jadi sombong.Aku just x boleh jadi diri aku yang dulu.diri aku masa kat high school dulu.Aku xboleh and x kan boleh cari kawan baru.Aku try nak avoid all of you tapi nak xnak aku kena bedepan dgn korang.korang pandang aku serong as if aku xnk berkawan dgn korang.you people might think that im being selfish.But the truth is aku xnk korang sakit hati dgn aku.Yes aku xpernah matang.aku xmatang aku xmatang.Aku x suka org gunakan kelemahan aku ni.Aku cepat kesiankan org.Tp akibat aku kesiankan korang.Korang aku buat aku sedih.Lagi setahun je pun kat sini.By that time aku sure korang xkan tgk aku lg.Xde la get annoyed dgn aku kan?And and and,Aku mintak maaf kalau aku judge korang.Aku cuma mntk x perlu la korang tell others too yang aku ni suka judge org.Kalau x suka dgn aku.Xpayah cakap dgn aku.Xperlu pura-pura depan aku.
That's all.tqvm

Awien,if you're reading this.Aku sure hang sedih kan.Aku just :'(
Aku just,miss you guys a lot